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Sekhemt
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Name: Elizabeth
Location: Dallas, Texas, United States
Birthday: 3/26/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: One day I was born....one day I will die. All that happens between those dates is the property of the U.S. Government. If I were to divuldge this information I would be flogged with the Surgeon General's thong. I appologize for the inconvieniance.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  sekhemt1985
AIM:  euroladdinn
Member Since:
9/17/2005
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| I'm done. Goodbye. This isn't suicide, you all know how I feel about that...it's stupid...so don't freak out or anything. But yea, goodbye.
"After I close my eyes.
And after I die.
Could you tell me why.
Why did I have to die.
All over something that I couldn't solve.
All because you couldn't call.
But this isn't your fault.
My way out of this problem.
My way to back out then.
You drove me to this.
And since then the feeling is bliss.
Will I be missed.
Will I be remembered.
Or will I be mentioned never.
After I died.
And said my final goodbyes.
And closed my eyes.
The last tear.
Would be clear.
That I'm not longer here.
Your voice reaches me.
But my soul is something you can't see.
All the time in between.
You and me.
Seems minuscule.
I didn't want to leave you.
I never wanted this.
And having you in my life is what I miss.
My last tear was for you.
And now there's nothing I can do.
I've already died.
I've already said my final goodbye's.
And closed my eyes.
I will forget you never.
I only hope you will remember... "
-Splitside | | |
| There is no middle ground. There is no good or bad, no white or dark, it's all the same. It all starts the same, and it all ends the same. It opens doors you fight to keep closed, and it closes doors you pray to God will reopened. This is it, right here in front of you. Do you like this feeling? This feeling of dread? This feeling of darkness? This is it. This is what you're studying. But you didn't know that did you? She didn't tell you about this side of the equation. That's because she doesn't know, she's never known. But I did. I told you. I warned you. But you didn't listen, you didn't believe, not really. Do you believe now? Do your eyes see? Do your ears hear me now? Do you get it yet? Didn't think so. You don't know, but you'll never know. You'll never understand till it has you, and then it will be too late. Once you've do this, you'll ask for forgiveness, but no one will come to your need. You were mistaken, but look what it's taken from you already. No love. No hope. No joy. No peace. I'm not the reason. No. Not anymore. You've been with others, claimed to be done with it all, stead fast to your universal ambiguity. I told myself to let go. I told myself to say good-bye. But here I am, because I won't stand around and I won't watch you die! | | |
| I go on my trial run for my job tomorrow, I'm a bit nervous. I haven't had a hard job in a while, both the clinic and PetCo are/were blow-off jobs. This one seems a little more fast-pasted. Oh well, wish me luck.
Diane may be going to Louisianna after her court date to be a safety inspection officer....$300 bucks a day....I'd say it's worth it.
I gotta figure out something to do with Holiday, not that I don't love her being out at Jana's (feel the sarcasm) but I just think she needs to be closer. I don't know, I just have issues with a woman who's almost 30, who's had this horse for over TWO YEARS, who STILL need help tacking him up because she can't get it right. Man, she's so lucky I'm not actually her teacher, she would learn those things SOOOOO fast. Oh well, some people just don't got it, and I'm afraid she's one of those people. She's so stinkin sweet, it just frustrates me to see her around horses...oh well.
I don't know why I'm writing this, no one reads it. That's right, I said it, pulling the guilt trip. Feel the guilt. FEEL IT! | | |
| I FOUND A JOB!!! I FOUND A JOB!!! I FOUND A JOB!!! I was starting to get worried there for a second. But alas, God's come through AGAIN! You know, I really don't get why people don't believe in Him, it just makes sence....anywho....I FOUND A JOB!!! | | |
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